Awaiting yarn has the most incredible potential. What will it become? How will it become?
The ability and skill to manipulate and interweave these threads is where the construction process takes place.
It is said we are all full of potential, like yarn. But we seem to be always waiting and working on the development of our skills with determination, luck or whatever.
How do we learn and why does everyone learn differently? Why do ways of teaching come and go, then pop up again under another purported enlightened strategy? Do we really know anything at all about this except that when it all works it’s a great feeling…both for teacher and student.
The reason why I write about this is because of my intermittent frustration with learning to weave. Although I’ve been weaving for a very long time, I’m still a learner. I collect copious amounts of weave information hoping that its mere ownership will infuse me with its understanding – but it doesn’t.
My biggest frustration is the Complex Weavers Journal. I have many issues that collect in my ‘want to know’ information pile but sadly I don’t understand alot of it. So I read selected articles very carefully. Each line sometimes several times, analysing drafts and images for I’m not sure what! Then I start to wonder about my ability to understand any of the little technicalities that I love. I get so frustrated and often just give up…..annoyed like hell.
But something does eventually ‘click’. By revisiting articles, mostly years after. By referencing the references repeatedly. By sleeping on it – probably too much. And most importantly by actually copying a draft and putting it on the loom. Eventually and unexpectantly, I start to see and feel what’s happening and start to understand. Only after this very, very long process can I envisage possiblities in my imagination.
This points to the value of reading about and seeing how other more experienced weavers develop their weaves. Otherwise I truly believe I would never learn anything…that is without others.
I’ve included a photo of the book I first bought to learn weaving many years ago. My husband made my first loom from its instruction (the weirdest 4 harness frame loom ever) and I began learning about twill, tapestry, rya and the incredible potential of yarn. After that I owe most of my weaving knowledge to Handwoven. Although this magazine doesn’t fulfil my weave needs or styling so much now, it provided an amazing source of discovery, fulfillment and motivation to me for many years. The articles seemed to make the complex possible for me, they were written in a way that encouraged and guided me. I am very grateful for its existence.
Maybe I’ve stumbled on another old learning theory – encouragement from others and a determination in myself to keep reading and re-reading or doing that thing that frustrates me so much, because I really want to know how to do it.